Quadeca – I DON’T CARE Lyrics

I DON’T CARE by Quadeca

Everybody loves a winner (Winner)

I swear, they only love me when I’m not there
I know you trust me but I don’t care
I swear, that I don’t care
I know you love me but I don’t care

You know I was born up at the top floor
But I came out at a basement
Mom wanted me to be a doctor
But I came out as a patient
Now I get a thousand DMs every day, I had a fan telling me that I saved him
Saying that he loving everything I make and I couldn’t take a single second out my day to make his
I’m just getting number every time I see my numbers
Every time I see the bottom
Every time we see each other
Every time I pop a bottle
Every time I hit the lotto
Every time I see tomorrow
I just really want another
I’m just stuck between the gutter
In the rain, it ain’t pain, that I’m feeling, but it’s something in the same kinda vein, that I’m healing from, I wonder why I feel so little, ’cause I ain’t been on the top I think I’m somewhere in the middle

I swear, they only love me when I’m not there
I know you trust me but I don’t care
I swear, that I don’t care
I know you love me but I don’t care

So what, so uh, so a, hole in my soul, that s— looking like a donut (Yuh)
You and me can laugh together
But I don’t think that that’s gonna put it back together
I’ve been living like I’m stuck under the covers

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I know this’ll make ’em proud, but I know they gon’ need another and another and another and another and another like I’m DJ Khalid with a mother f—— stutter (‘Kay, yuh)
Today I woke up, grabbed my phone to check the gram I started scrolling
Got a message from a dude without a profile picture, s— was long as f—, I thought that he was trolling
So I tried to swipe it out but accidentally must of opened, I said f— it, guess I’ll read it, now that’s it already loaded, had a sudden premonition, but it faded in the moment so I focused, started reading, lemme try my best to quote as he wrote it, it said
“My homie was a huge f—— fan, used to play your s— every day. He struggled with depression and he told me that the music was the thing that always set him straight. But I guess it must of gotten to much, for him, killed himself a couple months back, it’s felt so f—— long. But it reminded me of him when you popped up on my page and I went and started listening to a couple songs so…
Keep doing you bro.”
He followed up with a post from his friend, it was a screenshot of my track, I, clicked the profile full of R.I.Ps and the comments, s— I couldn’t even stomach looking at but all the sudden, in the instant everything felt grimmer. Read the name again and realized it sounded familiar
Clicked the DM, to see if he had talked to me before
Saw this was the same kid I consciously ignored a couple months ago..

I swear , they only love me when I’m not there
I know you trust me but I don’t care
I swear, that I don’t care
I know you love me but I don’t care

Apathy
There’s no reason to be mad at me
That’s just how it has to be